★ Wednesday, July 02, 2008
1:12 am=) ah~ i start school tonight~ m i supposed to feel excited? cos i m not~ i worry i wont be able to cope with both school and working everyday > < *sighs* loL~ getting stressed before anything's even started? =)
shall try it out and work my best! alot of things to be done actually, but a long way to go... *haix* ^^ again i wonder how things will turn out. turning really solemn lately... wonder is it really part of that auto-ageing effect? > < LOL~ i still wanna stay young n cheerful! *grrr* shall find a way on my own =)
so anyways got my extensions!!! yesh i got scammed = = like~~ I WONT SAY THE PRICE! bought 4 though~ one pink of a brighter shade than the other 3 =) lOL~! interesting huh~ wonder how to put it on though.... haven really thought abt it. and its really really really LONG~ lol. *sort of la*
now tat work ends slightly earlier, the days seem to be going faster already~ or is the would juz spinning faster??? o.O and getting busier too.... hope i still have time to be myself once in a while~~ hiding too much isnt gonna do much~ LOL~ the farniest part! ahh... dont wanna continue. freak = = brilliant days again LOL~!!! trying to get sianx of the song! but dont seem to be working yet. maybe another week when my mood changes. cos its still too lovey dovey for me right now! lol =) i need new music~ but duno who else is nice~~ marbell's good! should hear her songs more!!!!
*wheet* need to watch some clip hatsumii sent me > < LOL~ supposed to be BL!!! <3 LOL~ okays later then... =)
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