★ Sunday, June 29, 2008
1:16 amlet's push today aside first and talk about last night~ and i meant Friday LOL! since its past 12 midnight le =)
ended work at like 3.45~ > < took me almost an hour~ LOL! ALMOST but not yet an hour to reach woodlands =) then met up with hana-chan ~~~ while waiting for tat baka~ we went to the arcade! ^^ whee~ died at the lovers AGAIN! yes... AGAIN LOL!
then when tat baka came we took the bus~ *freaking LONG journey* to bedok~ i was practically napping thru the whole thing! lol the bus was so quiet =))) heehee relaxing.
alvin picked us up! wheets~ ^^ then ya had the bbq lol didnt really EAT ALOT! but it was nice, the food made by ummi's mom~ was yum~ =) though i didnt try thr rice =x fear it was SPICY! hahahaha the whole event was pretty successful~ =) in the sense that it was really peaceful and relaxing a good happy ending to our holidays before we start the new seM! =)
so the 3 of us sat by the beach~~ with music and yes, the clouds sky, stars, boats, sound of the waves and such were with us! ^^ it was... as i said.. peaceful and relaxing. it was quiet~ =) *nto always la! but yes it was quiet* and i wondered what each of the other two were thinking about... =) been so long since e 3 of us actually went out together lol kinda like.. miss it =)
and bbq-ed marshie mellows were <3333333333333333333333333333333 lOL~! i love the brown BURNT ONES!
^^ and then we sat n talk crap la~ LOL! kinda dispersed x= supposed to catch the last train home! LOL~~~~ so farnie. alvin sped thru e road > < cos it was already 1130! and and and.. the last trains back were actually around tat timing x= and then.. LOL~!!! after rushing > < *i was so afraid hana would miss the train la!! so late n was dangerous for a girl to go back alone* turns out.. when i read hana's msg~~ i almost bursted out laughing!!! ^^ THERE WERE TRAINS ALL THE WAY TILL 12 PLUS! cos... IT WAS LAST FRI OF THE MONTH! MEaNING THERE'LL BE LATE NIGHT SHOPPING! ROFL~ LOL! alvin was almost cursing la! ~~ wahahahahahahaa~ so farnie > < glad they all made it safely home!
as for me > < tat night was hell record breaking~ > < told my mom i'd only end at 11++ at ECP~ she was like.. okay~ i wonder was it cos she knew my friend was driving and could like drop me at some MRT > < so ya met up with my family at the 24 hr mac at queenstown~ cos my sister was on OT and my y.sis was doing project =x loL~ so had supper... but really seriously~~ if i didnt meet them, i'd still been home late! like 12+++++ and she didnt scold me!!! > < Y!???? i think its cos this outing was actually that overnight outing i told her about... like.. in may? and she said okaY~ then after tat she said NO! then i think she felt bad? i dunO~ > < so she let me stay late?? > < or maybe cos its like once in a while?
yesh~ according to that himu i have NO LIFE! ya ya ya i spend 4 hrs a day in front of photoshop!LOL~ kidding la~ but wad u wan me do???? i dun get that kinda freedom =) so this is something new to me. and i dont wanna abuse this trust. ^^ slowly ba~ =) i m still young~ whee!
thank you guys who went with me! i had my share of laughters and fun =) thoroughly RELAXED MYSELF!!! ^^
so now... about saturday!~~~ lOL~ shall just jump right to topic~ i got my lashes! couldnt find nice nails =x lOL! ya... haix
the sadd part... > < i was supposed to give something for my y.sis's bday~ which has been delayed. initally she wanted a H.naoto jelly top to go with her skirt~ n it cos 162sgd. lol i told her it was slightly overpriced > < n i didnt wan her to top it up since it was my gift for her after all~ =) my budget was actually 150~ which was supposed to be an infant lolita at black alice and a panniel to go with it~ and when we went there~~ there was NO MORE INFANT LOLITA!!! *screams* > < ~~~ so managed to find another loli~ which cost like 89!!!! YA CHEAP! and it looked NICE~ but it was slightly small for her. ya... my y.sis~ so skinny FEELS ITS SMALL! > < its an S sized one after all =x
then~ couldnt buy tat for her..... so my e.sis started lookin thru seperate pieces~ they were all like BSSB and VM! OMG LA!!! VM~~~~ >< <33 ex really~~~ liked their blouses!! but too small and the price is killer.
then my y.sis suddenly said~ "i like that black lolita over there..." so she took it~~~ and guess what... i asked her.. "how much??" she looked at me with a wide beam. "its 299." ya~ i know~~~~ loL~~ *shakes head* anyways she tried it on~ OF COS IT FIT HER NICELY! it was a Jumper skirt~ ya~~~ =) nice material~ even my mom gave the approval. just that the price was way over~ and the panniel~... *sighs* it amounted to OVER 2x! like really!!!! wtf~ > < my e.sis almost got her a blouse and heaad-dress to match~ but it'll have been too ex~ branded from top to toe *yawns*
haix... i kinda felt the pang~ LOL! its over 1/3 of my salary =) and the month just STARTED! and the $$ didnt come easy > < =( *sobbs* my e.sis was like "Now u know how it feels" lOL~ no kidding the pain was really... =x it didnt felt so bad when i got my e.sis her ring =x maybe its cos... i didnt like LOOK AT THE THING AND PAY! lOL~ but this one was different. sighs~ i mean... cos of her, i didnt get to buy my e.sis her addidas jacket, which i was so excited to get for her. think i looked pretty sadd, didnt knwo if it was right to pamper my y.sis so much. she looked good in it of cos ... .but still~~~ my e.sis was like~ "i lend u 100 la, then u wont have to pay so much first... so Smile okay?" lOL~ > < ahHH~ and she got me a necklace. it wasnt an ex one~ but it was HELLO KITTY!!! kinda cute =) lOL~ thanks~~~ > <
so cosfest~~~ still have somethings i need to buy~ hope i can get them all in time. so sadd really break~ nwo i wont be able to get ali her prezzie. then next month getting new phone??? my gaze live.. x= yukatas~ another broke month *sighs* LOL~ i felt a pity!!! TO THINK I COULDNT EVEN BEAR TO FORK OUT 150 FOR MYSELF BY BUYING A PUTUMAYO TAILED TOP!!!! *slams head against wall* lOL~ nvm, i shall hugg hangry to sleep tonight. LOL!!!
yesh yesh yesh~ i know i know > < =) gaHHh now i cant wait to get my deco set~ wonder if anyone will do deco with me~~~
so anyways~ ya~ that's all for today ba! tired~ ^^ but my y.sis says she'd let me wear her jumper > < SHE HAD BETTER! LOL~ and i can fit! *whees!* i told my mom i really wanna get a VM dress~ lol she juz look at me with those eyes!~ x= duno was it pity or wad =x lOL!! she didnt discourage me~ =x which is GOOD! loL~
sighs~ japan trip coming up~~ gonna have to book soon~ then gotta help my sister clear some of the $$ LOL~ ya i'm gonna be on tight budget. so if u wanna meet me out~ nothing exp. means anything below 10!
finally, i realise i made another lie~~ there is something going on actually loL~ which i haven told anyone i realise~ yes~ its so much easier to not say after all. falling back to old habits~ but its easier i guess. waiting for tat bottle to be filled to the BRIM~ then burst then everything back to normal, then fill up agaiN~ ya cycle repeats. seriously... i wonder what's behind my own facade...
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