★ Sunday, June 22, 2008
9:44 pmmy mom said something to me yesterday~
"you're 20 already... 20-30 years old is the peak of your human life. dont let it go to waste. use it to the max."
and now when i really think about it... it is indeed the peak~ =) and the sadest part is.. its only 10 years~ so short lOL! time seems shorter and shorter all of a sudden. dont really want to grow old =x
but what she said is right. somehow makes me fall right back to reality =) i know many people my age dont really think about this LOL! but maybe that's the difference between me and them. ^^ i do think about it often... that's y i have so many dreams laid out in front that i want to do. =) and accomplish! live life without regrets.
also.. i have learnt that... i shouldnt lie to myself anymore. i dont wanna live a life made of deceits. my own deceits. no point telling myself things so that i would be able to overlook things i dont wanna see and hope to live a better life. this time i am gonna make it different =))) gonna take the move ahead and change the course of things. how so? heh heh. cause and effect. take a step forward and face the consequences fully... not with pride, but with courage =) there's always something new out there anyways!
realise that i've turned more optimistic! ^^ think that's a good sign~~~
cosfes is comingggggggg like NEXT WEEK! actually it's 2 weeks from now la =x but ya... heehee... excited~ duno who i'd be going with yet~ LOL! *plans*
oh ya~~~ MY PROJECT IS ABOUT TO BECOME OFFICIAL! like "OFFICIAL" LOL~ XD still working on some parts =) yay!
next~ let's see...last week of hols before school starts =) gonna become a grouchy old lady again! lol cos of the stress > < AHHH!!! but gonna enjoy this week while i still can. esp on sat when i go shopping for my sisters =))) whee~
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