★ Thursday, June 05, 2008
3:50 pmi miss.... picture blogging! haha =) sadly my noobie phone cant blog. if not it's going to be so much easier... XD but then again~ i m just another LAZY person. =)
i think i am finally ready to take the next step. after reading through old old old posts i feel so much more... calm? =) i've changed alot. my thoughts have changed, my whole personality has changed! haha~ maybe i'm ready to add another piece of puzzle. maybe.. just maybe? ^^
but i know it'll all disappear one day~ cos.. from whatever facts i am told... =) ya. it's already june. i kinda lost track of time. so fast..... lol half a year gone like that, and so many things happened in between.. and afte another year, when i read back this post, i wonder what sort of person would i be then? and i wonder what would i be thinking... just another year, all these dreams will disappear, slip out like my breath.
gotta be prepared for it! nothing lasts forever.. and i'm just constantly.. waiting. =) till now i m still uncertain if its worth waiting for. whatever it is XD loL~ as the days pass by... the more i feel like giving up. am not tired yet. but i know i'd soon be. =)
i miss... the posts that were once with with laughter, bitching and loads of happiness. right now the mood feels like.. me, lying my head on my arm, on the table, staring into space, wondering in empty thoughts. get the picture? ha~
Atashi no koto anata kara mireba hon'no chiisana sonzai deshou.
(You probably view my existance to be of insignificance.)
Wakatteru kedo "son'na koto nai" to itte
(i know that.. but you tell me "there's no such thing.")
-Doremidan: Sangatsu
i shall re-adapt Makoto's lyrics:
Anata dachi no koto, watashi kara mireba hon'no taisetsuna sonzai da you.
Mada wakatteru kedo, "sonna koto wa aru" to itte.
u see.. his lyrics and mine both describe me at the same time. lOL~! if you get the chance to.. listen to it carefully =) even if you dont understand the words, the music will flow through you if it describes you, and you'd understand it. =)
i remember... =) listening to this song... it feels so comforting. haha no matter what it is, e music describes the feelings i have right now. ^^ then... when u're sadd, u should listen to sadd songs. that's wat i believe. cos it describes u, and sets u free without u needing to speak them out. music tells one so much, but then again, what's told is only for you to know. we all interpret music differently.
ps. if i have time.. shall do a full translation for the song =)))
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