2:13 pm

when i was reading through the posts for the past few weeks, i realise something.
none of the words describe what i really want to say nor what i really feel.


i know i cant risk saying it all out here, cos... walls have ears too. =) i dont wanna lose something precious to me right now. sometimes doing something leads to unexpected results, or effects that fall out of the acceptable range/region XD


only when i cant keep it in anymore then i'd let it all out. by then, it may be too late to have any sort of effects. if i say it out it may turn out good ... maybe bad. but in future when its out, there wont be anything that'll be painful, cos the feelings then would be different. this is my assumption. i may look back one day and regret again. maybe i should have done this or that... but its okay... cos i m pretty sure of the situation in this case. 99% sure.


thus, for me now, i just want to amend for my mistakes and keep the precious things dear to me. causing this awkard silence. least now there is room for laughter compared to one where there is only tears.


i realise my tolerance in pain, physically, mentally and emotionally are too high for my own good.


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let me remove all your pain and sadness, i can see a deeper side of you that's only filled with kindness.


wth? dont say such words that are of no meaning. we both know that.. i'm at the much higher side than u~ and i wont ever be able to lean in ur direction. get a better life! stand on your own two feet first. dun try to flap your arms thinking they are wings when your legs are still like jelly, grounded at the feet. miserable illusions. it irritates me everytime i see people sprouting nonsense like this.


1) i wont be able to give anything, not to u at least.
2) you dont even know me, dont even try to handle me.
3) u're only going to bring yourself pain when u dont have to.
4) you're not even ready for any this... look at u...
5) lastly... this is not love.


Doremidan's sangatsu~ new ver. is still <3

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sometimes i forget...
stupidity all over again
the words are stuck again. ha.life's so cruel... b...
=) so i went to work today with aching feet. yes.....
SLAPPING MYSELF!

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