★ Monday, June 02, 2008
sangatsu~
1:30 pmtoday's lunch~ i bought a chicken wing cum drumlet thing, which is smaller than the size of two of my fingers. AND IT COST ME $2~!! LIKE WTF! i almost said it out loud lol! but no i didnt... just put on a "WTF" smile, paid and walked off. x=
for the past week my calf has been hurting REALLY BADLY!!! wonder is it cos of the loli shoes or izzit juz me walking too much >< think i having a horrible limp now. haha still very painful nia. maybe i sprained some muscles =x
so recently, been thinking. ^^ yes. i m very affected by SOMETHING. i m going to admit it. I M HELL AFFECTED! so much so that it's almost like... GRRRR I WANNA STRANGLE MYSELF FOR EVEN FEELING THIS WAY! wasnt supposed to be like that. i wonder when it started. *major sighs* help?
and recently i decided too that, i'd try to be happier. and at the same time bring only smiles onto people's faces. i shall not put guilt into my actions anymore.. > < its so hard... why... =(
somehow i really wish i could turn back time just a little bit...
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