★ Sunday, April 15, 2007
y is it tt one can nv b satisfied
8:38 pmits so weird tt when i look around me.. i c ppl havin it all bt think tt they have none LOL i wonder if anyone wonders abt my situation n think abt wad i have... like i think abt wad others have... *hmm* prob not ^^ most ppl also only look at e superficial side only.. or if not, their own side lol =) i dun believe tt there is another person out there who will think in my point of view.. =)
i dun understand y... ppl bring pain upon themselves.. like e pain tt e world give isnt enuff...weird... they bring upon themselves so many problems... n they think so much abt it... n u noe wads e thing tt i realise abt ppl?? they duno wads e meanin of giving up lOL sometimes tis is good... sometimes tis is bad... givin up on e bad side... when u strive for something u dream... bad... when u dun give up on love etc... LOL~ it hurts alot of ppl.. not only urself... nor the one u love... but also those surrounding u.. i guess many ppl dun c it nor understand tis part... but i feel it all the time. i look around n i see those tt cannot give up... i feel e pain. cos i see it all solvable.. i see tt these ppl have the world... but they wanna fight... wanna make a mess of their lives.. =) isnt it weird? almost as thou they enjoy tis pain. y dun i give u some of my pain.... i wanna feel like i own e world. but haven gotten to yet... lol =) haix. i duno.. is it possible??? o.O ^^
ya... pls stop alrdy... u listen to love songs n all... lol we're all selfish beings, fightin for our own happiness... fighting for wad We wan... yes. if u wan something u've gotta fight for it even if ppl go against u~ if tt is wad u really wan. but sometimes.. i wish tt being tis selfish we can spare a tht for others... a reason y i keep my problems to myself.. so tt my frends will not feel my pain as i do now.
moral of the story... if its really ur dream... i think my post wun affect u... but mayb b more sensitive pls?
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