★ Saturday, April 07, 2007
phantasmagoria.... disbanding..
12:39 amsakura blossoms look so nice in tis season =) been lookin at them on 12012 n vidoll's blogs =) i wanna c them for myself~~ they're like white n pinkish ^^ cool huh? ^^ haix a few things ba... read someone's bloggie... reminded me abt the past... n as i told zhi... time seems to b ineffective on some ppl =) they dun seem to change with time lOL~ n time didnt change them.. kinda sad.. made me angry for a while cos i got reminded of tt tone. n ty zombie =) hahaha didnt expect u to say those words abt her.. although they r mean... but let me quote u.. i feel better readin it: -she aint truely nice..can tell larrr, ppl who are faking covers.and ppl dat are honestly nice..genuinely.- =) i noe its horrible words... means i gotta b more careful LOL~ but i felt better ba. =) duno y. comfortin in their own ways ^^
now... to something more nostalgic... to those whom i have told abt the ISSUES lOL~ i get only a limited type of response... its always "Dun worri abt it.. it aint tt bad.. u're fortunate in many ways.. u shld appreciate wad u have... when u lose ur dad u'd regret. treat him better.." crap.. lazy think abt wad else at tis hour =) but i guess none of the answers r wad i m lookin for. in fact e words i wanna hear r not these kinda comforts ba lOL~ cos... i guess no one can understand wad i tell them too. tell them e pain n e fear they wun get it. cos they dun feel it. when one doesnt feel it... its hard to understand. not tt u guys shld la. but juz saying facts. hmmm... i guess my wish will nv come true.. not in this era tt i m alive =) tt someone'll b out there lookin out for me n holdin onto my hand loL~ =) > < shld start a search for hands lOL!!! haix... someone out there > < *waiting... n still waiting... such a long wait*
lastly... special announcement... tt u guys can dun need to read lol. phantasmagoria's disbanding. being kisaki's last band... yea... means he's prob gonna focus on his production - UnderCode Productions - =) but will miss the gang still, to c them perform, c their faces on mags... Riku, Jun, Iori, Matoi, Kisaki. will miss kisaki okami-sama n jun e most. my sis's in love with jun too. his guit skills r amazing =) splendid haix... time flies doesnt it. to c bands go off...heartwrenching =( will b listenin to eternal silence for a period of time ba ^^ they're officially disbandin in August... even Rame-tan got a shock. so ya... =) till next time ba!! cya
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