#301

12:47 am

i realise tt... tis is my #301 post on tis blog LOL~ didnt notice it was so fast =) unlucky huh... =) today not so good day. as i was saying. really tryin to keep alot of things together.. frendships and all. but like no one feels e same. kinda feel hurt lOL~ cos the enthusiasm.. n wan for more memories together is only one sided? =) i guess no one thinks like me ba. lOL i m selfish. ya. i wun force my thoughts into ppl ba. if they dun wan.. then nvm la =) i gotta get used to it ^^


Tired Me


somehow this pain exploded inside of me
all i felt was the rushing of the blood
the pulse tat pulsated through my tired body
the endless days... they come awake..
and i realise.. it was my nightmare day


through it all.. my thoughts fought to get out
my caged soul fluttering against the metal dusk
the wings bled the countless sins
shaking and shivering... knocking on the metal rims
all i could do was scream within


i could not utter a word... my silent struggles
i sat n watched the people tt moved past all my troubles
drained of energy, falling with fraility
the bitter after taste.
of this lonely journey.


ps. i guess it came back for 10 mins today =) feel better.

† 其々が選んだ日々の中 †

*24.4.1988*
*RMIT - Bachelor in Accountancy*

*Visual KeiのNeverLand*
*Japanese*
*Black|Red|White*
*Dolly*
*The GazettE*
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myself in a gist..
me
saddened me...
its ok....
lesson
lesson
lesson
ahhhh
memories
my boring side..

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