★ Sunday, April 15, 2007
nana
12:16 ammy sis was tellin abt e latest episode of NANA, e Anime. =) she told me wad nana * e pregnant one * told shin... "y do u always wish tt u were nv born? if i had a child i would wan my child to go thru tis kinda pain. no matter who i marry or how many times i have to marry, i'd wan my child to be happy." shin-"i wish u were my mother. *smiles* "
after hearing tt, i feel tt i totally disagree with e author here... they nv tht of the child ba. mayb tt child dun wan the mom to remarry... mayb e child juz wanna b alone with the mom? or dun wan his/her mom to try too hard... they nv tht tt doin wad they feel would make e child happier actually brings more pain.. to me... i dun wan any kids. cos somehow in tis kinda world, the child will only feel pain. tts e fact of life. wad for bring in another soul to suffer. ya ppl will counter... y u depriving a life from being born into tis world? i'd answer.. y u r being so selfish tt u wan ur child to feel as miserable as u? to those who have a good life, they'll wanna have kids. i know many who do. juz tt i m not one of those. i know many will disagree with me. cos those who do... u're having a good life dude =) enjoy it~ everything comes to u easily... u dun have to suffer pain. wait i noe wad pain u suffer... -omg.. i got rejected by my crush... or he's a jerk, she two-timed me!,do i love him? wad if he doesnt love me?, i feel lonely... no one understands me... i'm bored... y isnt anyone listening to me? i feel miserable... my parents reduced my pocket money... i dun have a nice figure... they're leaving me out of the clique.. - juz to list a few... omg.. wake up!!! lol~ haix. its ok to have things smooth in life n go ur way for like 98% of the time. u didnt choose to have tis easy way, but i hope tt ppl can b more considerate ba. not everyone as lucky u noe... open ur eyes to e world... not only ur own~
sometimes i really wish tt i can slap many ppl awake... lol~ mayb i was once like tt, n i got slapped... even thou i was awake i was slapped again lOL! sianx.. =P ok anywayx... tts abt my main motive for bloggin today... i like to emphasize tis point.. appreciate wad u have.. dun b too naive ba... ur world isnt e worst out there.. b more sensitive to others pls!
lastly.. was havin a convo with kei-chan ^^ arigatou ne~ got somethings out tt i wanted to tell u but nv did.. lol =) hope u feel better too~ ^^ heh heh~ i do not carry a 20 digit code lock btw lOL~ its too heavy!!!! omg > < lol =) take care ~~ love ya lots ^^
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