juz had a "fight" with my mom. ya dun wan go into e details.. it all leads to where my heart lies n where i stand in life. now, its either i b stubborn n rebuke wad i noe is right, or follo her will n b wad i tried to b once. somehow after all e "talk" i felt better. cos mayb e main issue tat was troubling me is finally out. she let me rmb tat i m diff from all my frends, i cant b wad they can, cant do wad they do, cos i was brought up a diff way, privileged to noe e one truth. so now... its juz me... and Him. wad shld i do next.. i feel so lost... for e first time after so long... i really feel like flipping thru e "book" and find answers to my life.. i so wanna live this way, a way tat my mind has set out to do.. yet, my conscious... haix. wads right wads wrong... now its no more a matter of e grades... i hate sch man... if they didnt send e freakin letter none of this would have occurred... HATE U! omg = = i pray for deliverance... can u save me?