i dun think i'll be online often

mayb it'll be a good thing... mayb it wun

sometimes i duno wad i wan anymore...

should i juz leave it all or not...

wun tell u wad, wun tell u why

juz to let u noe tat now i wun b bloggin so much

so more bottled up feelings inside

y do i feel so emotionally destressed..
y do u not let me run away
why must i now face
wad i wish to unrace...
juz leave me alone... for a while longer
for me to be... juz a little free'er
wad do i have... i measure it up
nothing.... cos all i have is myself n my cyber world
shld i dream... it'll juz be endless
y cause me tis distress which i cant take
stop forcing me to be... wad i cannot
wad i wan not... wad i m ready not..
when i thoughts r clear.. when will tat be?
when i'm dead... mayb till eternalty...
juz let me be... in this lonely world... which i have come to terms
for wad do e tears mean... vulnerable though i mayb... i juz wan my life
one i call my own.. can i have it now... i duno...