ok.. let me start.. how shld i put it? today had floorball ya.. n i m sick x= AGAIN! omg.. lOlx i kinda agree with qy now.. its hard to even breathe!!! LITERALLY! lOLx i think my wind pipe like.. sensitive n easily infected.. so ya x= after being punished by coach n do the HARD CORE PUNISHMENTS!!! we did passing.. n i was of cos e defender la... at first was ok.. then after a while i started to feel like crying.. i tht i was crying cos i wasnt doin well enuff n kinda like... did wrong la! suddenly i felt my breathing became quick raspy breaths x= i got shocked... i kinda blank out.. my body juz naturally kept taking quick shallow breaths.. n i couldnt control it. .cos i think my body needed e oxygen... as to whether i eva tht i was gona die?? nopE cos i was kinda numb.. it wasnt painful or anything.. i juz couldnt catch my breath... e tears came rolling la. x= lolx like duhx?? xue ling helped me lie down.... haha comfortin feelin x= lOL!!!!! kk erm.. e sound wasnt cos of my heavy crying = = i couldnt control it k! n FYI, i cry is usually SOUNDLESS DE! haha so ya... but i tink e tears came.. cos its uncontrolled or cos of e fear?? lOlx i duno.. cos i nv exp such things b4.. but ya its quite x= scary.. HAHA sorri to scare everyone out there too!


ok i went home.. LOLx guess wad my mom said... C LA SICK STLL GO FLOORBALL! = = i was like.. omg? so diao la! i love floorball... i think i juz forgot how to breathe properly.. i nv had such probs... n i m NOT asthmatic! haha i'll c how things r.. now i tryin to practice my breathing.. i scared liao x= lOLx


another thing.. i feel more motivated now.. all i need is a study partner who can study with me on sch days at woodie lib from 6 - 8 .. this will push me ba =) i hopin my mom'll let thou =) tats all i ask ba! haha tired out now... nth much to add.. except = =


oh ya!!! E MOST FASCINATIN THING! mom n sis bought howl's movin castle's cd ya... it was a great show.. then they had a lucky draw thing... 3D 2 N at Hk Disneyland = = my mom juz say go la! join e lucky draw.. for fun ma.. she wanna go hk anywayx... yuP! u guessed correct.. MY MOM RECEIVEDD E MAIL!!! say WE'VE WON E DRAW = = omg ?? haha my mom wanted to throw it away.. cos she tht it was prank = = but then she show me.. ask me if i know wad it was.. i said at first duno then i suddenly rmb e cd ting.. x= n confirmed it lo x= LOL! haha! so cool hor? first time winning such a contest.. my bet is no one put e draw so we won? x= so now tinkin when to go.. juz go on one week end.. fri sat sun ! cool hor? hope its real n not fakey la. haha! x= heehee so shld b all!


i'M GONNA COMPLETE MY MATHS soonnn =x loL heehee.. ty jB! appreciate ur help... feeling more refreshed haha.. a weight lifted off my shoulders.. =) i'm gonna beat leonard... juz wait n watch =) i must add one thing! i lOVE SHORT FAT UGLY PPL! e dumb part.. may apply =) lOLx