★ Monday, February 06, 2006
so???
10:43 pmhaix.. shldnt b here.. but here i m again.. lolx sadd hor? cant control myself.. i duno.. haix.. tired n all.. but haven finish maths.. how? duno how to do phy prac... then chem n gp haven study.. blame my lousy time management.. but i juz dun seem to b interested in studyin anymore.. i feel so exhausted from it.. bt i dun wanna repeat everything all over again.. have i reached my study limt? i guess not.. i noe i can do much better. juz tat i dun wan to ba.. cos i duno wad m i doin.. y m i doin tis.. for my own good? cos everyone's doin it? cos i wanna do it?? wad is it.. i feel so lost la.. haix. mayb i shld go for councelling x= i feel so damn lost man! i've nv felt like this b4 seriously.. in e sense tat i duno where m i headin... but i juz noe.. i must do well.. no motivation.. haix.. i duno wad else to say le la..
i guess i wun b sleepin early.. cos i have to finish my work.. although my maths grade's already down by one mark.. cos of late work.. omg? haix.. sux nia.. i dun _stand lectures!!!!!! hELP!??????? lOlx haix.. i better go do my work.. juz wanna blog something down =)
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