heh... sometimes talkin depressin topics bring me back here =) i know its like DAMN early.. lOLX nvm.. ruki makes his posts at this time too ^^ sometimes i rather not know e ans... bt oh well.. life moves on =) n i juz gotta keep it all behind me again.. haha a short story lived in a short period. i'm still waitin to let go out all e things... tat have happened ba.. but cant yet.. cos i'm holdin... no clutchin on to them.. tightly... duno y cant give them up. haix


this heavy burden... i have to rest a while b4 i can go on afresh =) takes time.. but time heals all wounds, closes all bounderies and opens new roads... for all u noe.. things will turn out better tml! =)


OH! i saw a rainbow today on my way home.. i look up n i saw it.. i took out my phone immediately.. to take a pic.. of cos my lousy phone.. CMI lOLx but i got a little la. ^^ then i was lookin n lookin all e way to e x-junction. i suddenly rmbed e phrase.. u'll find a goldpot at e end of e rainbow.. so i follow... it went thru e clouds.. n out it came all e way down. ONE FULL SEMI CIRCLE. it was e most beautiful thing i've eva seen.. serious.. it was very clear n e colours were bright. haha nice... then i look around me.. alot of working adults n teens were movin n lookin down doin their own stuffs, chattin... lookin at their phones.. no one seem to have noticed e beauty of e rainbow. or they were thinking.. its only a rainbow.. but i was marvelled by e sight. kinda disappointed tat no one bothered... i saw my sis when i reached home... she was still walkin.. lOlx n i called her to tell her of e rainbow.. she told me she saw it. ^^ n tat she noticed e same thing i did!!! haha so qiao. she took a pic. it's DEFINITELY better than mine. u can c e colours clearly ^^ haha ya. oh well! showed my mom too... it took a while b4 it totally disappeared. kinda nice.. not something u c everyday... hope i can see things like this once in a while to cheer me up..


not goin for floorball tml.. haha cos ya mainly of my throat = = sick rite!! get such a freakin infection.. haix.. hurts like shit.. but nvm.. dun think i can take trainin in my current condition. i'll prob faint or die or something x= lOLx gonna watch e fireworks with my family tml nite.. n sat nite n sun nite... e last 3 dats =) hope it'll b nice ba! wad else................................... i guess i've found new direction in my life.. =) thanks to someone.. haha its those encouragin friends of mine ok! =) i'll work hard ba... i guess i'll have to slowlu pick myself up n climb up e ladder again =)


words always mean wad u wan them to mean
n wad u wan them to b.. will always b =)
so if u believe it is like tat.. it'll come true for u ^^