honestly i duno wad mood m i feelin now.. its like life moved ahead very quickly n it stopped for me again. cos i look at them all on the outside thinking.. i was like tat once.. i wun wanna go thru it again. its life.. n i m determined to change fate. n for the past month i did. i dun feel the sad side of life anymore. could it b maple? or is it juz myself? selfishness as da jie claims is wad we all have. me no exception... i'm only still human. wad can i do but juz be a selfish person. wadeva happened could it b my fault? cos i led events to b, encouraged wrongly, took a wrong turn, misplaced a step?? i duno. n now its like this do i feel tat its not my fault? m i juz gonna sit back n watch again?

my dear friends

the world turns its back on u

the time ticks its way past u

the oceans washes the memories over u

life brings all ur fears right in front of u

fear not

cos i m here...

so dear u all r

to me in this world

i wun give up on u guys

so worry not

when i was sad i knew where u were

when i was down u all were there

not always but i can tell

tat u tried

n i appreciate tat

so now i make no exception

n i too will try

to put in my all

for u to be back again

just tat it takes time

n i'll wait with u

for u to come out

of ur cosy shell

where u hide urself

do not be afraid

i wun turn my back on u

i will walk on holdin ur hand

if u need me

my shoulders r there

when u close ur eyes

i will guide u to the light
for u r my friend

for u i will fight...