★ Thursday, June 16, 2005
Giving...
9:52 pmonce again i find myself
giving away
wad i nv had
seasons wash away
all the dirt left behind
in the shadowy corners
of the edges of e nite
i lie on my bed
thinking of u
was it worth it all
i still think u do
but as the leaves start to fall
on this slow summers nite
i begin to wonder
was it all rite
now i know e truth
the answer on ur lips
as i hear them gently speak
dun push me too far
for i wun return
dun lead me astray
for i will only hinder at ur side
dun turn me around
for i cant walk back
just keep me updated
with ur life
for now
i'm satisfied
with u i will not die
cos i trust in our friendship
e budding ends of life
i'm starting to die
crushing within
the burning walls of hell
squashing me in
i will not wait on
i will not move on
but in the room of mysteries
i will continue to wait
forever for u
in the hearts of the deck
of the life in my mind
i'll watch over u...
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