i know i starting to sound more n more dumb.. haha. n i realise tat my this skin is a little.. too... lovey dovey? haha. n sad... but then nvm lahx. i change le. wad u wan me to do. not blogskin strike me yet. haha. n i sux at makin a skin.. =x ya can say i tried b4. n i failed! haha. sad man.

anywayx, wad i'm here for ar? nth much lahx. juz playing around lohx. bored ma. tml got pw at civics centre. again.. sianx man. so tired. anywayx need to meet mr koh tml. n thurs we can meet him.. honestly, who wanna meet him lahx. haix. PW... dragging me like mad le. =( worst thing is me kena leader... not like job big lahx. but must act responsible ma. *act* haha!

wad else haR?? oh ya. got this kid whose gonna be under my charger during RDA. er.. daniel. so sad. he got no control over his muscles... n its like any wrong touching can trigger spasms over his body. n he so tense i cant relax him easily. must hold on to him or he'll bruise himself. n of cos he peed on his pants n on Rebecca *the lady who rode with him since he cant sit straight* sad man. my mom say i shld do this kinda stuff. cos i would learn to appreciate wad i have. this part's true lahx... =x

n er.. wad else? i duno lehx. alot of things ba. i leaving things to fate. but then fate nv on my side. not once... sad rite. n hisory repeats itself.. so i duno wad i shld do. =x haix... HeLP? saw palm tree again... at bkshop again. i think he n the bkshop very you yuen.... hee. haix. i duno lehx.. very lost now. i dun wanna do stupid stuff. but i duno wad to do. no one can help me ba. cos i think everyone faces such probs one.

i realise compared to last time, my entries have gotten longer, n its less on wad i feel but more on the facts of wads happening. this isnt good i guess, cos i'm not self reflecting?? which means tat i not thinking, means i becoming less sensitive? n then leads to the fact tat i becoming oblivious. i shutting myself out of my own body. if u get wad i mean... but if i were to think alot again, i must be depressed or something cos i will get upset easily n cry often n laugh less n become serious. this is my old self ba. haix. shld stop thining b4 i continue sighing somemore.. kk *やめと！！！*

anywayx i will end here ba.. whoever been here, pls post ba. at least i know u guys r reading. or mayb i'm talking to myself again....