★ Sunday, July 03, 2005
sands of time
12:52 pmwas it a dream
or was it the truth
the truth about life
the ever changing world
where nth stops to wait
esp not the time
if in this dream we survive
then life would be in peace
for days move on
without the patience
of waiting
waiting for me n u
the stars shone down
washing upon the light
i saw the future
the present night
times have changed
but we have not
in our hearts we r the same
cruel n unmoved
living on raw flesh
of the soul
i continue
wishing upon tat star
for one day where we all
can be
living together peacefully
in the sacred world
where dreams come true
for tat one day
where i'll c u
the leaves r still swaying
on tat lonely branch
hopin one day to feel brand new
if this life allows it
to be
one again with the tree
humans r weak
so r all things
staying alive to reach
for their desires within
i let no one down
the darkness consume
in the late nites of the feverish hell
as windows close
n i cant go in
suffocating inside of me
the painful rush
the silent screams
y isnt anyone listening to me
i move on
once again
but nth's changed
till the sands of time
tilt in the shining glimmering light
a patch of darkness covering it
i shout my woes
i kill my sorrows
in this glass container of memories
breaking all the walls of humanity
the people r still the same
everywhere i go
soaking their lives in their own souls
i bring my life to a stop
and try to create
another box
to store all these painful memories
of my past
of my life
my lonely sickening shell
converting all pain to cheerfulness
the huge facade
letting no one in
killing all those within reach
i continue on...
in this pace of life...
hoping one day i'll stop
juz to be myself
for all
untill tat day arrives
i'll wait
patiently in the dark corners of the light
for my true self to be born
once again
replacing the scars with fresh skin
praying for the hour glass to turn...
back in time...
for me...
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