★ Thursday, June 09, 2005
Nitemares
6:04 pmsilent screams
waiting pateintly
NOT
still dreaming
fully asleep
doing nth
sinking in
waking up in my nitemare
of unfault memories
the painful rolling
the movement of the drops
the reality
mayb not
cos i'm still sleeping
trying hard
mayb i dun wan
n mayb u r rite
i shld stop
mayb i dun wanna
wad shld i do?
no one can help me
envy slipping into my veins
as i watch each day passing
i feel the days sweeping
passing faster
cos of u
mayb its not love
but i still care
cos i'm crazy
crazy abt u
its wrong
i know it
wad can i do?
cos no one's there for me
till now i'm still waiting
for tat silent moment
as i wait patiently
at a corner of the street
watching everything from within
outside me
for me special friend
u dun exist
not yet
mayb u aren't real at all
u r wad u sow
m i such a lousy friend?
mayb i m
cos i m born like i m
like this me
where i m dead
nv to waken
in this dream of mine
tat i make
tat i live
u cant do anyting abt it
neither can me
its juz like this
this empty dreams
never ending hell
as i wait again
silently
being alone again
friendless
waiting
not for love
but for a friend
sadly no one out there's waiting for me
cos once i get too positive
i will be wrong
cos i'm only dreaming
once i'm too negative
i will be wrong
cos i must think straight
i cant take both sides
cos i'm me..
i'm human
mayb so r u...
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