★ Wednesday, October 29, 2008
12:07 ami had something sinful today~ > < stress relievers~ loL! after work that is =x went to gelare~~~ and got...
XD told u it was sinful~ bt i was feeling really stressed just before~ > <~ yup. went with gang! LOL~ anyways~ the paper killed me today~ > < looks like my efforts werent good enuff~ =( not confident at all~ didnt know what gibberish i was writing. just loads n loads of statutes etc~ =x lol
so anyways... was trying to keep awake when i was at work. yups, rushed back to office when paper ended.... somehow felt dead beat. while waiting for gang below my office building, felt kinda emo-ed~ like suddenly super stressed. i think its just that i am tired. almost broke down while hearing rude boy! lol but oh well. managed to control myself. cannot live in self pity! > < no shedding of tears. and yups, the choco sundae cheered me up! =)
2 more papers to go. i hope i'd be able to survive till then... =)
how is everyone doing? sometimes i randomly think of people whom i know and wonder hw they r doing... what they r doing~~ XD if they r stressed too! loL!~ ya it could be u reading this =)) random people. =) i m always too stubborn to do anything... but if u miss me too, pls sms me! > <~ i need some form of comfort and encouragement! thank yous to those who have been keeping in contact with me. esp hatsumiiii-chan's morning smses on my way to work lOL! even if its just one sms a day kinda perked me up with a smile. we're all melo drama people! =) we need entertainment!
but what i need now most i guess is just something comforting~ =) when i feel so stressed... i duno who to tell... cos i felt as though kinda suddenly lost touch with everyone lOL! didnt wanna disturb u see~ > < so if u do think of me, do let me know! and i may just spill out my sorrows to u > <~ if not i wont know who the hell to say it too. in the end may just swallow it back in. lOL~
tml another day~ haven had my dinner yet... i better get goin so that i can sleep early. ummi has been on my back about sleeping late~ > < but i cant help it. dinner at 12.30~ what time u wan me to sleep!? XD
thank you guys (whoever is reading this) again~~~ XD even if u r not here for me~ LOL!!!!! its always nice to feel appreciated. and i feel happy to be your frend =)
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