★ Tuesday, September 30, 2008
8:59 pmah-ah~~ today's the last day of work at this place where i have been for 1 yr +++ so sadd ne~~~ thou i feel much better now, but the whole day was pretty hectic, trying to finish all my work so that my colleague wont have much to worry about ~ =) yups~ and i had to do extra hours juz to complete it all.
the best part... the saying of BBs~ when i went to each of my bosses one by one and said bye~~ it was so... i duno, literally heart-wrenching. tears choked behind my eyes, and the lump on my throat, and i was trying to hold back so i quickly bid my farewells and left... what the future holds no one knows. =)
anyways~~ was on the bus, then i dumb dumbly played Kioki Iki~ loL~~~ YA the water fell! > <~ didnt sleep on the journey cos i wanted to look at it one last time =) so sadd ne... lol~ 1 yr ++~ those who worked 10 over yrs~ how could they bare to leave. i thought i had control over myself, but i realise i didnt~ =) i m still as emotional as ever some how~
*turns on to Kioku Iki, the killer song!* i swear i m doing a translation on tis though i can already roughly get lines here n there =)
hmMM~~~ i shall correct myself, it reminds me not of Orenji no Taiyou, but more of a mixture with Hyde's EverygreeN~ > < LOL!
i will <3 this song for now~~~
time to make new memories.. i guess this is how things work =) work hard i must! from now on~ today shall be my rest day, as well as tml~ and i juz work hard all over again in a new place, new everything.
to even think that my mug, which i finally brought back home today, had been seated on my office table, THE office table for 1 yr ++ too~ =) brings tears to me all over again.
anyways... i slept at 3am~Lol juz to finish maijin tantei nougumi neuro~ i think that's the name LOL! ^^ it was predictable, a littlel bloody, but it was okay n worth the time ba =) if i didnt finish it i can forget about focusing on studies! ^^~
negai koto~~~ *part of the song* doko... made...~~ kimi dake iraiyouna~ omfg~ LOL!!! stupid ryuutarou! > <
but it is nice so go listen! its on my playlist already! =) 記憶行き～ ^^
that shall be all for now~~~ i think i shall have a nap~~
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