★ Thursday, October 23, 2008
12:51 pmsomehow i can feel a storm coming.
even if i no longer have anyone to depend on, i guess at least now i am no longer that single helpless little girl who can only sit n sulk and cry.
the original meaning of the word, "FAMILY" has long since ceased to exist in my very own life. so right now even if i were to depend on anyone, it'll just have to be myself.
i told my mom i was worried for her... cos all she has is us... but she told me to worry about myself instead. my problems... i believe can solve on their own. if not worse come to worst... i'd end up having to find an alternative solution. but my mom's problem... hohoho~~~ really worried nyan~
shant sulk already~ too tired to even think. exams is just next tues but it feels like its never coming. work's getting better. i think.... =) that's something nice i guess.
i refuse to think too much at the current moment. but well, this could be the reason y i feel all the more vulnerable. cos, the emotions i feel will take full hit over me. cant run away =) too tired to fight back for now. let me lay there n rot for a while~ haha. i need this.
176Biz - Aqua~ (in remembrance of Tara)
幸せを感じたけりゃ (Shiawase wo kanjita kerya)
絶望から目を逸らさないで (zetsubou kara me wo sorasanai de)
明日を笑いたけりゃ (asu wo waraita kerya)
流した涙のわけを忘れないで (nagashita namida no wake wo wasurenai de)
一人でやなむ夜や (hitori de yanamu yoru ya)
前を向けない時だってある (mae wo mukenai toki datte aru)
そんな時この歌を (sonna toki kono uta wo)
鼻歌にでもして口ずさんで欲しい (hanauta ni demo shite kuchizusande hoshii)
明日を笑おう(asu wo waraou)
君に幸あれ！(kimi ni sachiare!)
feel only happiness
don’t turn away because of despairs
Tomorrow, smile only
forget about the reason for the shedding tears
Saying prayers alone at night
there will also be time to move forward
the song at that time
I wish to hum it with my lips
Smile tomorrow
You’d be happy!
-somehow i feel better =D-
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆
