★ Friday, May 09, 2008
12:33 amguess at the end it couldnt wait after all. though this time its not my fault! i mean like SERIOUSLY! > < x=
i feel it coming... bye bye freedom... *sighs*
lol in my free time i think i m going to save up n buy new clothes n work on my makeup skills!!! i know la.. i dun have a nice face.. BUT STILL!
need to work on it... then on my diet... 3 months~~ not much freedom but hope by end of it i get to accomplish all those things i wanna do! ^^ like my bass.... *huggs on to dream* n of cos.. LOSE WEIGHT damn it. i think the exams make me slim down a little... everything got looser.. but then again it could be a fragment of my imagination. lOL~
tml's paper.. kinda no hope on it la... juz go in n whack! bo bian le la. too tough le. work so hard also only can do this. but i didnt work as hard as those around me la.. so i shld juz shuddup ^^
anyways.. ya~ cant wait to the events after tml!! sadd my cheque not in yet. *sighs again* stupid finance dept.. GRRR
haha monday's work is going to be a drag... i wanna style my hair properly. n do nice make up... ^^ n hope i get to colour my hair.. but think not possible. =)
freedom... where r u... m i really being too much...?
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