maybe... i m a jinx and that there is no reason~ =) haha~ somethings seem to be happening again! i wonder how it'll all turn out. my mind kinda blank today =) cos~~~~ either not enuff of sleep or too much sleep! i think its the lattero one =)


hmm~ all i can say is... why has this feeling left me... am i going all numb again? i felt it weird when i heard it and i immediately searched myself, wondering y i dont feel anything. is it cos i've been thinking of something else that concerns me more? or is it because... i accepted the fact that you're a lucky kid who should have a good life if possible and just enjoy it? ^^


till now i think about the people i meet, the people i know... thinking through the past few days. i still envy all of you =) something i dont have you all have... and i kick myself for feeling this jealousy~ i dun wanna be jealous of things like that.. such as fate. buti cant help it. so.... if you intentionally say things just to make me feel boiled up or make yourself feel greater than me cos u got something i dont... please dont do it. you have lots of things i dont have =) so be grateful.


exams seem to be coming up... why must all these kinda crap happen during exam period? i dont like it > < cant focus. and i feel myself going all empty again.

why is it... that we used to be so close... share so many things in common... but now you seemed to have moved on without me in your life... or maybe.. i was the one that chose to stay behind. the river has shifted again, and its growing wider as we drift apart. i am always grateful for you to be by my side... till now. i hope no matter how we turn out to be in future, you'd always remember me. please... have a good life. =)