★ Sunday, September 16, 2007
9:38 pmAHHH!!! XD nothing la~ i think i m in my normal phase now! ^^ going to keep shaking my head XD LOL! *not head banging* just shaking it as i look around me! ^^
ahhh went out town yesterday~ was kinda.. bored. sister wasnt there =( my y.sis wore her victorian cake~ LOL! that's wad my mom calls it, CAKE. its her white lolita la~ ! it wasnt bad XD no pics la. if i find any will upload them tml!
ahhh test!? LOL~ tomorrow accounts test! > < scary~ wish me good luck?
friday was SUPERB!!! ^^ hanging out with my uni mates again at minds~ LOL! so farnie. ya la~ me n gerald were the joke! but nvm! it was fun~! XD ^^ heh heh~ i think... we'd be goin there ALOT ALOT from now on! ^^ heehee
that's about it from me today~ i m tired le la. this laggy com not helping =) alot of problems actually XD i bought stuff online again~ *smacks myself* explains my DEPRIVED OF MONEY STATE! no la~ is got people owe me $$ =( then i help my mom buy stuffs online~ i realise the things i order online~ NONE ARE FOR ME! BUT I M PAYING FOR THEM!!!! *WHY!??* hais~ nvm nvm =) will not go into the details now.
dec got more probs =) each month just piles up~ i wish someone was here to help me nia =) lOL! *stretches out a hand* so cold.. no warmth! sadds~ nvm. i think i held it out for too long ~~~ *withdraws hand* ^^
hmmm life's not perfect... i wish u could release ur hold on me~ even if its just for a while... i just want to breathe... i forgot the feeling of air in my lungs, giving me life. i lost direction of dreams.. what m i doing now...?
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