today's me

12:17 am

today.. i suddenly realise, i'm moving away from mankind. i've lost the humane touch. i didnt notice... it happened so subtly that i didnt know.. that my doors have started shutting itself out. i only realise it when i reflected... havent been making much human contact and talks.. yes, i'm shutting up. i've been lying more than half the time i speak. none of them my true feelings nor thoughts. y... cause i've forgotten trust, behind this veil of mine i've shrunk back into. i guess.. its easier to hide behind something than face it with ur true self... i can tell you one thing but mean something totally diff on the inside. that's what i have been doing lately.. i just realise it. scary~


i wonder y m i slipping back in.. maybe... i dont know~ feeling hurt. lOL! some sort of hurt. i really want to draw... posted a drawing in the rp-ing forum~ mayb i'd put it here... i know some of you have already seen it~ long ago.. or the real thing LOL! but i'm posting it here all the same...

† 其々が選んだ日々の中 †

*24.4.1988*
*RMIT - Bachelor in Accountancy*

*Visual KeiのNeverLand*
*Japanese*
*Black|Red|White*
*Dolly*
*The GazettE*
*my endless list of inspirational vk musicians =)*

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*UmMi*
*aLvIn*
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today
street fes!
><
decided!
Doll~
its LOLITA!
RP-ING
quickie
lolita..
boku

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