★ Thursday, May 24, 2007
RP-ING
12:10 amYEa... its day 4 of RPING... guess wad > < lOL~ my average post's like 45-50 per day~~... let me bitch pls ty. i duno... its like nice cos i guess its not real, yet its real. real in the sense tat the words are all a small part of us we left out as we portray the characters. =) and it makes me high and happy. LOL! iget so engrossed in the play that i duno if e story's real or not. hmm.. and i often wonder do i love the other character or the author behind the character lOL~ since its parts n pieces of all of us =) though we cant like RL frends or wad.. but kinda feel homey. u can be wadever u wan, as long as u enjoy urself ^^
now... for the not so hyper part... i've been loosing human touch LOL~~ haix..i duno. haven really talked to anyone in person, as in frends and all.~ kinda feel isolated =) not tt its a bad thing... i mean i m kinda isolating myself ba, dun wanna get too involved with other people's lives.. but at wad price do i pay it with... i wonder niax.. =) mayb its a price i cannot pay..
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