★ Sunday, May 27, 2007
Doll~
10:56 pmOkie.. adding this in~
well, took a nap at around 3.30 today.. and woke up at 5pm? or 5.30 like tt. was sleeping facing down.. so i tried to push myself up with my hands,.. when i realise MY RIGHT HAND COULDNT MOVE!!! so i pushed myself with my left hand only... i got a shock.. i couldnt feel my right hand at all. like seriously.. no feeling~ started to panic.. coouldnt even move my arm. i mean if it was a numbness, u'd still feel something right? but i couldnt swing my arm couldnt move it, touch it also no feeling.. then i told myself to relax... and slowly started to massage it... yup yup. felt relieve when the familiar tingle of blood moving in the veins came back, then felt the numbness and all... almost lost my right hand~~~ as if it got amputated.. it'll have felt like tt...
AhhH~ made a tooru doll ^^ heh heh put it below =)
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