Saddened

8:59 pm

starting with.
I FEEL SO SADD! cos.. i realise... everytime i try to be myself... i'm not accepted! hahaha as in how should i put it. MY TRUE SELF SUCKS! yesh. ^^ thanks... its out. n i feel really really sadd about it la! i dun mean the style n fashion n music etc etc... its more like... the personality. haix. *thinks about how i should change myself* guess its hard ^^ cos i'm mould to be like this. when i stop and think, hey~ maybe this person will understand me... the next moment, *THEH* crossed out. nope, not accepted. hahaha this kinda thing. guess maybe i'm e only one who feels like this =( sadds *wans to cry.. YESH I REALLY WANNA CRY BUT CANT SQUEEZE A FUCKING TEAR OUT!* damn. okies. nvm


next... job!!! *UNSUCCESSFUL!!* ^^ will go again on fri? c how. today had a reality check with my mom. yesh.. i need to work =) independent girl! *damn it! i didnt ask to be INDEPENDENT!fuck duck... x= *


tml going for movie and collect. wondering what should i wear... *ponders* still undecided! grrr...


yes.. i m badly affected by the personality part. i miss one thing about the old me. the i dun care what the F u think about me attidude! hahha i think i still have that. just i dun like to feel unaccpted. but ends with, u cant please everyone in the world. yesh icannot. i just wanna be understood and heard that's all. is that too much to ask for?


ps.. went with HK to get his hair cut.. got a pic of him =P

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