★ Thursday, June 21, 2007
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1:10 amjust feel like blogging. was listening to alice nine's ストレイキャット. duno y... felt my eyes suddenly wet! the farnie part is.. it sounds like a HAPPY SONG! hahaha. really wanna write a poem.. but duno how it'll turn up. its 1.11am now. mind half gone already... had problems typing.. COS I M LISTENIN TO A HAPPY SONG! hahaha ^^ shou.. haix. =)) ty.
emptiness in happiness
bitterness with pain
alone... shivering in the cold
hugging myself i want to be left..
hold me tight in this crushing wind
i dont want to be blown away
please?
forget the hurt
ignore this numbness
turn back into time, relive the moments
repeat all my mistakes
and feel like anew
tell me i'm fine
please?
pull away this needles
stuck here deep in my skin
break off my hands, my limps
make me weak
a broken doll, an empty shell
praying this is forever...
please....
i dont want to cry anymore...
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