★ Sunday, January 14, 2007
blogging
10:53 pm
nothing up with me much la... juz felt like blogging LOL =) farnie hor??? haix.... alot of things i miss doin.. lets start. i miss drawing... guess i dun have e time to juz sit down for 2 hrs n doodle away =) LOL miss e times when i juz sit down, plug in my earpiece, blast my decent music and draw ^^ w/o anyone disturbing me la lol. hai... miss it. next.... i miss.. writing short stories... no story board stickin into my head. the past when i was with WRITE =) damn cool la... sit down in front of com for 5 hrs to come up with a 500 words short story LOL =) i guess i miss e time... as in e amount of time tt i have in my hands.. ya i m gettin old. one more yr of being a TEEN only =) hahahahahaha...
hmmm i guess we really cannot b happy forever. tis definition juz doesnt exist in tis horrible world hahaha. n we'd always b alone... trust me on tis.so dun try too hard =) i know i always say... u'd nv be alone... i m not lying. cos if u want to, juz stretch out ur hand... someone will catch hold of u. when i say we're always alone is cos... when we r on e down side... we'd b withdrawn... thus we will nv stretch out our hand.. =) we always hope tt someone will put a hand on our shoulder ^^ right??? so i guess its all up to us =P
e hardest thing i find in doing is.. comfortin ppl esp when they r down LOL serious... cos its hard work to bring e person back on earth. i know... i m hard work too LOLL so i hope ppl dun come comforting me too much... ^^ or u;d juz exhaust urself out. n pardon me pls if u need me n all i can say is ok or something stupid. cos i really duno wad to do. i guess tts wad happen when all my life i depend on my own wits to get back out LOL nothing much in my life tt really keeps me afloat =) i can draw u a pic of my life with words.. ok tts all i've been doin in my entries anywayx =)
if u look at it... u'd c nothingness... lOL not even vacuum, not even a sheet of white paper =)
hk... ya we're always waiting... tts true... but it depends on wad we r waitin for. we can choose to either keep waitin or change our fates by taking an action. its up to us ^^ r we daring enuff to face e consequences?? =)
no matter wad i say to make ppl understand me cos they say they want to, they nv do... they only think they do. n tt irritates me to no ends lOl =) superficial people...
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