★ Friday, January 12, 2007
o.O O.o
9:12 pm
to u, whom i know will never be reading tis...
been thinkin abt u today... yesh... dun ask me y. juz suddenly thought back of e past we had together. had many ups n downs... but it ended with a down ya. =) many say its a pity, but i was angry, and so were u. so its better tt way. till now i duno wad u think. i still dun really wanna noe. but ya, i guess i've placed all e bad stuffs at e back of my head le. wondering if u do too? but i know u wont. tts one thing i hated abt u. =) somee thing i only forced myself to accept, but not anymore ^^ i'm free again. m i wrong? or r u wrong? =) till now no one knows. i also duno wad i did wrong. only tt u werent there when i need u then =) but it was better as it was. helped me relieve more than wad i had initially expected i'd have felt...
rmb tt tower with a crack?
the building's collapse alrdy, no one said tt it cant b rebuilt again. but i dun wan to, not yet... mayb not ever. i wanna leave it lying as it is... in its ruin, n let everyone... esp myself rmb only its once magnificance ^^ reminescing. agaiin... but i've not placed out much abt tis issue till.... now after so long. =) so hear r my words again...
thank you, for the many happy memories.. tt i'd always rmb... though not short nor long... hope u'd rmb me too... as e person i was who was there for u =) take care...
n its for u... who i know will never read tis.
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆
