★ Saturday, June 13, 2009
Friday again
4:35 amtoday mom spoke with me... and guess wad i got frustrated.. i duno wat went over me! for that short 1 min i broke down, with streaming tears. we talked about a few things.. the best bit was normally those things i didnt feel affect me. eg, my cosplay stuffs and the recent results thing... but when she said it somehow the tears juz flow.
and guess wad.. she called me a cry baby! well moe like saying... i cry easily.. >.<~ but most of the time i hold good control over my feelings.
but ya when my frends etc mention the topics i dun feel anything.. >.<~ but when she spoke with me over dinner alone... =x duno wad hit me lol~
yes... me who doesnt cry and kicks myself most of the time... broke into tears over tear today for 1min due to god knows what reasons! >.<~
anyways =) alot of things to prepare for later... gotta meet up with hana-chan~ *sigh* hope it'll be good... >.<~ nv really put the outfit together before. was more of like my own mix n match LOL! i dun like to wear same things to events~ =x like exact same matching la =) heehee.
that's all for now.. hate the weather!!!!!!!!!!! gonna kill someone! >.<~
lastly.. took monday off... lol for wad reason? i duno. just felt like it hahaha!
and kiki's BROKE!!!!!!!~ D= return me $$ pls pls pls pls pls?? >.<~
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