prayers?

12:28 am

so i decided to blog here today! =)

before i hit the serious stuffs.... watched Angels and Demons with Sh!ty today >.< and had our instant noodles outing lOL! damn cute... =))) alot of bickering as usual. and the movie was good. once again, it all ended too soon.... sorry u had to break ur curfew girl >.< we'd meet up again soon!!!

now the serious part.

lately i feel that my patience had been pretty much on the low. lol! i get like irritated easily and like juz snap at people who get on my nerves. i guess everything has a limit. after a while when u control ur emotions for so long, they tend to overflow... or just burst. >.<

so ya.... alot of things people do... and say... i can already predict and say... and explain. lol so... fake? I duno if fake is the right word. but it's kinda like ermmm how should i put it... like... purposely doing it for u to notice so that they get ur attention/concern etc. i mean i konw everyone wans this kinda attention but.... >.< maybe i m just jealouse that they get it la... i give them wad they want. lol but when it comes to me who needs tat extra ear.. i seriously wonder where they all go... hmmm... =) i think i'm more of the boy side than the girl's. when i want someone to listen, the person doesnt have to say much ba... just listen n nodd and nodd again. but... so far people who i talk to... either diverts the convo back to themselves.. cos wad i was saying abt MYSELF was probably boring them to bits... or... ya~ u know... they just aint cut out to listen. lol they talk more than they listen in fact. weird huh >.<

i think most prob i found the wrong person to hear me out ba... lol havent found that exclusive ear for me yet. to all my frieds out there reading this n feels hurt that u're probably part of the cant listen to me portion (not all friends mind u.. but if u feel pissed/guilty... then maybe i m talking abt u lOL), sorry~ LOL! u have no idea how mad i get when i really want to say something but u keep cutting my sentences... i give up all the time so i wont try to talk to u abt myself anymore. lol~ not tat i think it'll matter to u la... cos u prob hadnt been interested to know more abt me anyways.

i admit.. most of the time when i talk serious... i talk boring. in the sense i talk abt things that arent so superficial.. arent so... bitchy? lol i duno~ i always talk abt more solemn things. things that most people prob aint interested in talking about or dun bother thinking abt. so i guess thats why they dun bother listening. but i feel insulted tat they cut me off mid sentence.. esp when i was prob feeling super low and thought i could like.... "share" some of my "burdens" which most of the time happens to be conflicting thoughts in me etc, with you... but ya, i wasnt THAT significant to make u wanna understand me. so who cares... u'd turn insignificant to me too =)

ya... anyways... getting tired ^-^

live life to the fullest.. wad a joke~ _|_

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