★ Friday, May 29, 2009
I realise i haven been posting pics here~ >.<
2:11 ammost of the time when i blog here, i think they tend to be longer n draggier. x= lol it's like explosion channel.
btw, i've been thinking a little more recently... a small self reflection thing i guess. haven had it for quite a while. so what did i find out about myself today? i gues... that maybe.. i dont wan people to "know and understand" me after all~ >.< yups... loL~ there are a few reasons and evidence i dug up. so... it's quite substantial. most prob cos i'm afraid for people to find out about the TRUE me. about who i am and all =D loL~!! i duno.. most prob i think that's the case... and experiences prove that this is the correct way to work =D
so ya.... >.< i duno, trying to prove myself otherwise.
*sigh*
i duno... i think i m too tired. suddenly forgot wad i wanna type! omg? yes.. omg... lol
oo ya~ can u believe it.. i know i couldnt >.< but i pre-ordered the first 2 singles for ViViD! >.< oMG LA! cos saw 3000 copies only and they had a dateline to preorder = = yes.. so i preordered it =x stupid right? LOL! dun ask me why... >.< i just did. now i hope it'll be good. another reason is also cos i promised Ko-Ki and IV that i'd buy their first release!!! >.< opps? XD
wahahahaha it;s okay la. 2nd single has a DVD, so i'd get to see them in action! *hops around*
bad news is that.. my so darlingly beloved Dolly's on temp stop of activities >.< i'm extremely saddened. just when i was watching one of their old vids, which made me smile, when Mira told me the news... i felt my eyes wet. ya.. i know... u'd tink i'm crazy to go emo over a BAND, but hey, for people like ME who aint much attached to anything else... MUSIC happens to be MY life! and these bands kinda like saved me from who i was last time. so i really appreciate them though they dont even know it =)
yups~ forever will be grateful!
anyways... i intend to send them some letters soon >.<~ shld start shopping for gifts too~ *sigh*
i better turn in before i KO in front of com~
going to watch Shity's performance later tonight =D quite excited. hope it's going to be NICE! *nodds*
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