★ Friday, September 12, 2008
1:02 aminitally~ had i blogged like 7 hrs ago~ this post would have been something else.. something more personal. but since 7 hrs has passed *time flies* this post will be somwething else
after reading that particular post > < WANNA SHED TEARS! i guess its always like tat at the beginning! > <~ cannot cry! THIS IS NOT FAREWELL! =)
instead, this is also juz a new beginning =)) i finally understood something... lies or not i dont care anymore~~~ =) cos i choose tis.. i chose to let go =) that's how things will be. i understand all the while. i just needed the time to put it to actions, when i m ready to move on.
the hurt comes not when things happen, but after the impact of the things that happens hits u~ juz this time, it was sadd that it wasnt me who did the hurting! loL~
so anyways~~ no regrets~ =) i'd post the reason right at the end! ^^
to nickY~ ^^ time will fly de! worry nots =) although i know u die also cannot be reading this! SINCE U DUN HAVE MY BLOG LINK~~~ XD but but but =) i wanna say this all the same LOL! UR ENTRY ALMOST MADE ME SHED A TEAR! ^^ =) but i told u i wont cry liao~ =) this is not farewell! so yes~ XD u're going thru so much more than i m~ becos u have feelings~ because u have so much more at stake than me... because u are going to go through something i can never comprehend~ and are going thru in fact~ =) but i will be here for u buddy! =) liberal or not~ it matters no more ^^ everyone needs someone to hear them out~~ dont keep them in~ =) from now on~ NO MORE EMO-MOMO! ^^ from now on~ must create new memories liao~~~ new happiness! ^^ purikura! <3 this wont be a meaningless note cos somehow i know one day u'd get to read it =) till we meet again~ *which is SOON! DO TAKE CARES!!! ^^*
now about the reason~~~ for now i'd be like the people whom i always seem to be picking up~ yups~~ this time i shall wait to be picked up! there is a word missing in that sentence =) but its okay~ decided to delete the word after all.
for now... i'd juz put on repeat and hum and sing to Brilliant Days =) comforting
And this is the reason:
遠い君の想い出 笑い合えた日々
また季節は年をとって 夜風だけがただ優しいね
思い出す幾千の涙
この声が君にまで届いたら
涙なんか見せないって強がったりして
暗い過去じゃなく輝く未来へ,今でも祈ってる
抱き寄せて 心ごと 抱き寄せて
涙こぼれても言えるよ 心から
『ありがとう』って
『愛してる』って
君に会えて嬉しかった
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆
