★ Sunday, September 14, 2008
10:50 pmfriday~ Ummi's belated bday dinner =)
saturday~ Misia's Discotheque Asia Live tour~
sunday~ rushing to finish FA's project
i wonder how much more busy-ness i have to endure lol~ =)
honestly today i m in my going to irritate people mood. so talk to me n u feel irritated~~~~ cant help it... tired.. slept standing on train again today =x lately trains had been pretty crowded~~~ esp at night~ sianx nia~ =) hmMM~ the high from last night's live got drowned by today's downs~ =)
if i ever miss something... i think it'll be the feeling of being... loved? lOL~!! not the lovey dovey type! but~ just the feeling of someone caring for you~ i dun like those mushy mushy things~ *sighs*
starting to miss another thing~ but i dun think i wanna say it here~ a bit too personal. lately i've been thinking thru some stuffs again, and i wonder if i m maturing or m i just getting more n more childish~
but really~ even if there is something i wanna say, i realise i have so much restrictions... becos.. of the circumstances. and of cos... my own pride.
the feeling i m having now is being described by one song.. and it is playing in my mind now. it is not brilliant days~~ =) and this one line is repeating non stop too~ seriously.. i wonder~ ^^ i m just the same as u~
i wanna have fun everyday!!! a hopeless wish~~~~~ i m missing out on so much again~ LOL!! =)) mayb~ one day la~ juz one day ^^
i seriously believe the world will end within 7 yrs~ =) till then i bettr finish all i wanna do~ > <
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