★ Thursday, July 10, 2008
1:14 pmbeen sleeping like a pig lately. =) haha~ cos only less than 5 hrs a day~ > < and if i have school.... yups~ i'd die. school again later. =)
while napping during break~ i suddenly thought of something. = =
i've been trying to create crossroads, intersactions and links. but somehow it always seem to be failing me.
Now i truly know the meaning of what is meant by skewed lines never intercept.
been listening to gazette's NIL album lately. brings back alot of memories and it still sounds as good as ever. =) now, having the urge to listen to the even older songs from madara and before. loL~ those really noisy ones =) i think its juz me. i like to bring back the past things out once in a while. i like to keep things. keep memories. my mom's always on me about keeping some kindergarten things. i may not look at them, bt when clearing up stuffs i take them out and relive old times. then i'd smile at myself and put them back. =) loL! thats the way i am. the old stuffs to me are always better than the new in some ways. i dont like to forget. =) same as visual kei and many other things. the new bands are good, but hearing the older ones, the place where it all originates from... <3 for me it started with gazette. so that's where it started for me. ^^ and gazette brought me more than just music~ =)) brought happiness, joy, tears, memories, companionship and friends. the things i am thankful for. ^^
so now~~~ i shall look back some more and drown in their music all over again~
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆