★ Thursday, June 12, 2008
11:54 amone thing i view as important... sincerity, honesty.
after so long... i realise i dont hear people apologising from their hearts anymore. in fact i know of someone who has NEVER said sorry sincerely before. =))) never questioned themselves if they made mistakes along the way, always thinking they are right, and blaming others for their faults. how common and childish. we're all like that. but well, once in a while... it'd be really nice to hear that you really truly care enough to lower your PRIDE which u always deny having and say sorry. i know. you'd probably say.. what do i have to say sorry for??? loL~ ah... already the answer in itself is a prideful one =) there are many things to be sorry for~ u just dont think about them. =) i mean not really sorry to me la. but anyone else around.
heh ~ =) tml's off day! yay~~ can sleep longer, more time to sit n prepare before i go out! hahaha think we're having sizzler's > < gRrr... duno y dun really like cold dishes =x cant wait for my project to finish!! ^^
btw, who said that friends grow apart w/o communication??? =) there are many ways to keep that communication besides using words. hahaha if you duno how? that means u're just not bothered about it or ... still a long way more to grow in life? XD
oooo.. Toguro B~~~ heh heh GazettE.
Ah, suddenly thought of something... everything we do is by our choice. i finally realize it again. hahaha. yes, i cant believe i was so wrong to blame it on other factors that i thought couldnt be controlled. unless of course another person's decision led to a result affecting me. then maybe i could have done something too... but just duno what? XD kay, that was just an excuse.
no matter wad we do, i repeat again for the untenth time, there'll be a effect. the cause and effect rule. its so common that we all forget this important rule that plays a part in our lives? =) its no longer about moving on. its when you unconsciously make the move to take a step forward, you forget or neglect to think of the consequences that'll follow. and when they happen, you blame it on other things. lol when at the end we all know that it's our own faults. weird right? XD cause and effect, cause and effect, get it INTO YOUR HEAD! =) because you have already decided to do something, your change in priorities for example, it'll have consequences. and then the problem comes again. are we able to accept the consequences????? =) is it within our expected range to accept it? loL~ ((omg.. so sorry for stats-like terms~ got a HD for it XD)) so anyway. we always forget this important point that our life revolves around~ hahaha feel like i am talking to myself again since i've got no one at the moment to discuss such things with. but its okay. head spinning too.ah~
last point of the day~
we've gotta remember to be humble and not step above ourselves =) respect others and others will respect you. we're all humans, and we're all equal amongst ourselves. dont think ahead of your own capabilities. life is about acceptance and adaptations. if you cant accept, there'll always be war. if you cant adapt, there'll be even greater wars. i learnt this through my "family". its important... alot of things are within control. just a matter of whether you took the extra effort to bother about it or not. also... instead of thinking so mightily of your own insignificant body... have you ever thought of yourself as someone else's chess piece? =)
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