★ Friday, April 11, 2008
SICK SUX
8:05 pmyesh. being sick sucks big time~ smsed my boss last night tat i wont be going to work today > < was coughing too badly.. seriously. lol didnt even get a wink of sleep! woke up 2/3 times in the middle of the night. i think i cough till woke up my e.sis. she even helped to hit my back to ease my coughing > < so pai seh... > < loL~ haix. =( once i cough = i m dead mode. cough not so bad... cough till cant breathe properly... > < the flamgh n all~grr~ lol n my stupid sensitive windpipe~ sadds.
went to see the doc in the morning~ cos really bth~ haix... wan save money also cant. see doc is not cheap~!! now must think to give up guren or cure.. LOL~ anyways~~~~ took med then whole aft was sleeping. but still woke up~ i asked doc give me the med can make me sleep de lehx... but like not effective.. > < cos still wake up n keep coughing.. =( haix
i wont be surprised one day cough till my heart come out or maybe develop pacs cos of this~ LOL! i hate coughing!!!!!!!!!
now whenever i stare into mirror i feel like seeing ghost nia > < so pale.. lOL~ i nv thought of myself as THIS pale before sia. or is it only now tat i juz noticed.... Hmm....... =x *thinks*
anyways i shld get along to studying. nv done much work this week. cos... SICK LA cant focus also... =( haix. being sick sucks. exams coming cannot afford to fall sick le la~ so xin ku. cough cough cough till wan vomit.
shld i sleep early? tml mosot prob going sch study.. > < or go somewhere study la~ i need to get some work done. its against my conscience!!! ^^
anticipating... sunday~!
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