★ Sunday, April 06, 2008
originality
10:29 pmlet me say a word... Fuck.
okays i feel better now... =) i hate it... hate it hate it... to be able to juz KNOW the intentions of people without having them say anything. let me be oblivious... ignorant to them all so i wont feel anything at all... to know is to hurt... to know is to anger. to know is to hate... all of which i dun wan!!
anyways... went studying today.. so tired.... =))) but oh wells..
suddenly had this urge to burst out with so many things hidden inside... but all tat comes out is this silent scream.
i shall not turn into a violent person. =))) one need not turn to vulgarity to release stress. duno y.. always find vulgarity so unglam... =x ya... haix. people call me someone who's intellectual n classy. but i dun think i can fall into tat category anymore.. lol!!!
anyways... =)) AHHH i wish money could fall from e sky for me!! lol wan a full set h.naoto~~~ > < specifically from 8club!!! GRRR XD nt like i'd mind from any other line within tat brand la. lol yesh.. not even if its from h.~!!!! kya~
farnie... =) when i was in japan.. my sister was like... dont u wan anything from H.naoto..?? u sure u getting full set putumayo ar... lOL~ not really regret la. juz tat the clothes.. the size > < lol got my hat i happy le la. cannot be so greedy anyways... didnt have enuff $$ to get 2 sets. so haix =) this yr better save more!!!!!! ^^ slim down then get a full set... XD *prays*
such petty indulgence. but its all the more sweeter when u anticipate for it =) the waiting.... the achievement. like my hangry. *huggs*
i'd keep waiting. maybe these tears can go away.. heehee
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