★ Sunday, March 30, 2008
tired of life.
11:30 pmy m i feeling so...
after thinking abt it for a while.. i realise.. if it's her.. i wont mind. cos it was meant to be tat way from the start. life's like tat izznt it? u cant change it no matter wad.. yups.. tats how it is.
if its her.. i'd be at ease cos at least there's nothing much to worry abt. by the time it comes, i wont have to do anything anymore. my job's been completed and tat'll be tat. everything will go back to wad it was yrs ago... or maybe something new... like solitude forever sort of thing.
solitude.. such a harsh word.. so much meaning yet so much stupidity.
nothing's gone wrong... maybe? everything's wrong?? or.. maybe it is better this way
u werent wrong... u werent right either..
u juz used the wrong method to break me....
so it came to this.. n i m broken... n so r u...
i juz wish to be care-free...... too...
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