★ Friday, March 28, 2008
pain or no pain??? ended before it even begun
8:28 pmboo~
y does it not hurt..
shld it be painful or not...
retribution... maybe?
so dry... right at the core of this body...
at the tips of my eyes...
why... so unfeeling... yet all i know it kinda feels weird.
i wanna feel the wet drops.. even as i stand not feeling anything at all.
such irony.. such sadness
such a crush of dreams...
i want... something...
but y cant it be found..
so cold... not even a little bit warm.
alone... alone... hold my hands
i shall stop this dream right now..
so as not to prolong this horrible pain.
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆