shoujo???

8:12 pm

i think i've been reading too many shoujo's~ it's getting into me... i think i m juz gonna go crazy~~ AHHHH!!! i need to focus!!! on work n school~!!! and the dreaming part shall be kept in secret for dreaming only!!!!! GRRrrr *shakes head to keep thoughts out*


tonight doesnt feel so good... =) got it again. loL! everytime it happens, i can feel my heart racing... doing flipflops and the worst part... immense guilt... i duno y... =) somehow i know... this isnt wad i was looking for. it looked for me in fact. n i fell into its trap n like lying there trapped. weird huh?


the "preaching" always give me this kinda effect. haix... i think i need to get a grip of myself... settle once n for all wad i really wan. somehow i wanted it to be perfect. i wanted my world to be perfect. full of things tat i like n only that. full of my own ideas own thoughts own hopes n dreams. keep everything else out. if only.... =)


but i guess i m lucky... or unlucky huh~

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the truth hurts
weird...
suddenly in the blogging mood. lately alot weird t...
出来ない
giving up
feeling crazy
wits
疲れ
dead?
=) lately been studying hard for tests! thank you ...

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