★ Wednesday, November 14, 2007
new discovery
2:21 pmi realise that i've become numb to alot of things, immune to alot of things. yet at the same time, mind alot of things.
i also realise that... i shouldnt blame history for repeating itself... if similar things keep happening, its not the people around me at fault. it is me at fault. cos... after so many years, i still have the same problems and settle them the same way. this means that... i hasnt changed at all? so... this is my fault.
alot of things have been getting on my nerves lately.and i'm not going to let them take over me. i'd just do things as i should. so that i wont regret... if the other party regrets <-- dun think so, then i also got nothing to say. my hands are clean.
i know tt i'm an easy going person, with not much opinions. just dont hit on my weak spot again and again. even if it doesnt bleed, it is still an old injury.. and surely it'll hurt.
sometimes... i wonder if u'd lose precious things if u dun hold onto them... yet.. sometimes even if u do hold on... they slip away sooner or later.
--> there is nothing to forget, for there is nothing to even remember in the first place.
sore dake. anata wa dare desu ka? sekai no daijina hito?? ja nai yo~ jibun wa hontou ni sugoii no kyouoku mo yame yo~ boku wa, daikirai.
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