★ Wednesday, August 15, 2007
call me~
11:17 pmcall me crazy~ suddenly i think of something... =)) i scroll through my long list of contacts in my phone, and i think... okay.. who can i kajiao and talk to~~ tada! my list got reduced to 0! hahaha~ i think i dont wanna disturb my friends ma~ then at the end i realise... i dont have a bestie anymore... i used to have one~ but i haven had any for 1 yr already... =) time flies... dont you think?
i cant rmb what happened... but i keep thinking back of the happenings~ haha~ weird right.. i wonder if she'd think of me like now i m thinking about her.. hmm~ mayb not. dont think she;d be reading this too anyways =) sometimes i think... ehx she's online... just talk to her? then i'd self counter.. nahx.. dont do it! haha~ taurusy me!
i tink i feel sick~ hahaha! no i m sick~ maybe its motion sickness. take the bus sure feel like puking = = Zzz *hates it* very sianx now.. think i m irritating alot of people~ maybe cos me too proud and ego le ba... *need to change.. but duno which parts get on others*
bad-mooding... i think i'd jus leave everyone alone~ hahaha! EMOEmoEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO!
バカね、私~ =) 私生きるの理由もは何ですか。本当に誰のために。
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆