★ Sunday, August 05, 2007
how?
8:33 pmhow should i start~ ^^ hmmm~~ uploading all my cam-whoring pics below! haha~
short entry~ i need a favour from all of you, and please please... give me your answers okay?
ask your parents:
Are you responsible for me till only after i grow up and can support myself? will we no longer be a family when i'm all grown up? like say for example, when i'm 26 and have my own job, if i face any monetary problems, or... if i get into trouble. Can i still turn to you for help? will you still recognise me as your child? or will i just be another stranger outside in society to you?
yup yup... i've been thinking about it. the question here is.. What is a family? An asset that loses value? Something that changes in time? Someting that means nothing and everyone just gets disowned? ^^ or is my family the only one that practices such stuff? that mixes family with work? hahahaa~ my dad said... "family and work is the same.. they should have the same standards. As an accountant, you know, if u owe money at the company, u've gotta return it all. Same at the family. If u borrow money from your dad, you've gotta return it all on the date terms or pay interests after that." whee~ cool right? hahaha! well, me n my sis didnt choose to do accounting. maybe this was one of our reasons~ i guess i've got alot more problems i dont wanna say. just tat... i realise i m not like my past anymore. i used to be like say... -i'm so sadd i m going to die, i feel so down and the blah blah blah~- well, i guess no matter how bad i feel now, i'm trying to get them over with? i duno or jus be stronger n face them all. =) was looking for a friend to talk to online cos felt so bad jus now loL! ended up that frend WASNT online~ *sadds* where r ur frends when u need them most huh? =))) i'm on my own le ba! ^^
私は頑張ってね！ただ、いや、ずっと、いや、絶対！＾＾ファイト！！
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