★ Monday, May 14, 2007
love is nothing
9:25 pmyea~ currently into dolly =) hachi` mitsu!!!! heidi's kiri-chan~ kawaii.. hehe
juz to start off light. today's tired... n erm.. sadd. wanna feel depressed again!!! missed tt feeling. been so long sincei cried... forgot how crying feels like. i envy u, who cries so easily =) anywayx. dinner had a talk with my mom. was tryin to tell her some of my feelings. didnt turn out too well =x cos... mom ended up saying things tt i didnt wanan hear. kinda made me even in a worst mood~ LOL! wun discuss the conversation. somethings i juz wun share =) but not like anyone cares.
n for tt moment... i felt my eyes wet. LOL! didnt cry =x juz wet, now it feels dry all over again~ =) wonder how long they'll stay dried.. lOL! i think tis is my hibernation period! like tt once after i told myself i wun cry anymore. total shut down ^^ no thinkin no tears, no pain~
history really repeats itself ^^ LOL!
実話、今私本当に寂しいだね。昨日の私と明日の私、どんな変わりますか。個の誰が答えるよ?まあ、何時か、頑張れね!x= 勉強しますじゃありません!
今も生きるの意味を探す…
★ キキ様でした ☆