★ Sunday, February 18, 2007
wad i wish?
2:04 am
what is this fire tt's burning, on the cold snowy fields of monday morning
e bright sunlight... in my heart is this feeling of bitter coldness
i cleach my chest, tryin to ease tis pain
the empty feeling that is quickly filling up my scarred shell
a walking zombie, tis is wad i've come to be.
u said to me... u'd nv leave me, never forsake me
then tell me, why am i alone... in tis world of chaotic rules
why did you mislead me... now u leave me weak n broken
with my broken wings, i flap its empty bones
e forceless wind pushing me downwards
lettin me sink into the forbidden abyss
tis is wad i have become... an unwanted zombie
oh why... did u forsake me...?
what is this smell from the black rose, which grows in the autumn's nest
seeing the darkness come, i led myself in.. wishing deeply tt u'd come to save me...
thru my teared stained face and clouded eyes...
i saw no one and was left alone to die
part of the living dead... i have come to be.
u said to me... u'd nv leave me, never forsake me
then tell me, why am i alone... in tis world of chaotic rules
why did you mislead me... now u leave me weak n broken
with my broken wings, i flap its empty bones
e forceless wind pushing me downwards
lettin me sink into the forbidden abyss
tis is wad i have become... an unwanted zombie
oh why... did u forsake me...?
will me wish come to be... on tis lonely empty street.
alone i walked never to b released...
all these pent up feelings inside of me...
^^ finally got tt part ouT! ps ppl... dun ask me exactly wad it means... =) for me... its not much of lovey dovey.. but i hope u can relate to it =P ^^ very tired liao... heehee... time to oyasumi. need to settle things in my dreams liao ^^
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